i can't forget you =/

Every night before I sleep,
Thoughts of you just come,
Until I can't sleep anymore,
Then tears just flow from my cheeks.

How many times would I say to myself,
He would never come back,
and the love he have for me,
were all lies and absurd.

Why do I need to feel this pain?
I know I am true with everything I've shown to you.
I want to slit this wrist of mine,
so these feelings would disappear.

Everybody tells me,
I need to get over you,
But damn, why??
Why can't I get you out of my head.

I love you so much,
So much that I can give even my soul,
How I wish, I can bring back those times,
The times that we we're together.
But why, those memories haunt me and prevent me to sleep.
And let my pillows be bathed with tears.


DAMN, i miss you so much.
your kisses,
you embraces,
the warm hand of yours,
the way you talk,
everything about you,
I miss them ALL.